Just because I haven’t been posting as regularly as I used toMarch 6th with 1 note :: reblog
The process of learning to love yourself is so slow, tedious, and overwhelming that it is understandable that people would trail away from the path. It isn’t easy, but the rewards of waking up more often than not with a positive outlook changes everything. And yes, there are still days that I wake up and turn back over and wish I had a full day to spend in bed. But for the first time in my life, I love myself. My body moves funny and I have a places that sag more than they should and weird scars from being to affectionate with cats, but I love it. And I love my mind. How any thought can travel on for day and weeks and I am still not tired of talking about it. How my heart is so vast and full of love is incredible and I just want to hold you, I swear. Learning to love myself has been the greatest journey in my life and I can’t wait to see what still is to come.February 20th with 4 notes :: reblog
- "Are you stoned and or drunk?"
- "No, I'm just eating a lot of Sour Cream and Onion Chips."
But to be honest I can’t tell you enough how thankful I am to be with someone as supportive and loving as M is. To finally find an individual who I feel safe around without even trying. Who kisses my forehead as I talk about my insecurities, my mental disorders, my past experiences and still continues to make me laugh on a daily basis. I have never had the chance in my short lived life to prepare myself for this beautiful woman… And I am so thankful that I wasn’t prepared at all. The nervousness, the anxiousness, the clammy hands, the broken voices, everything is worth it because with each passing minute I get one step closer to finding more about the woman I love. And in turn, speaking with her and sharing stories helps me learn about myself and gain confidence about parts of myself I never thought were possible. I am learning to love myself because she is able to teach me those traits that I was never taught. I am learning to love her because she isn’t intimidated or thrown off by how scared I am. She feeds my soul and understand when I cannot speak. I go to sleep next to the most incredible woman every night and I thank my lucky stars that we finally collided. I have found a love that I have been looking for. I am happy.February 12th with 2 notes :: reblog
I AM A BAD GIRLFRIEND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO GIVE MY GIRLFRIEND FOR VALENTINES DAY AND IT IS THREE DAYS AWAY HELP PLEASE SEND IDEAS I AM MAKING HER A BOOK BUT I STILL WANT TO SURPRISE HER HELPFebruary 12th with 2 notes :: reblog
rube-de-leon asked: what are you looking forward to?
Finding a place of my own. Being financially stable. Having my wisdom teeth out. Being able to have a working car… Basically being able to call myself a functioning adult would be nice in this moment.February 10th :: reblog